These reckless moments of mental instability
They’ve become ticking alarms inside of me
like clockwork, it happens, i can sense it start
a sudden jerk, and i can feel my bleeding heart
I got no one to trust, to think of my goodwill
I found love thru lust, and happiness in a pill
but this void is a bottomless hell I can never fill
the world is unjust, it won't give me free will
But it’s not you I mistrust, it’s me who I must kill
because nothing makes the pain go away
i suffer the hell regardless the day
no person, no drug, no drink makes me forget
how i wake at night drenched in cold sweat
from the torment that swallows my every regret
my mind is numbing, as my heart beats rapidly
i've abused my body far too long
who am i becoming? crashing so candidly
singing such a terribly sad song
these words are raw, the tears are honest,
for whatever reason i suffer through it
but every episode is worse than the last
i can only hope that i feel better fast
because I've ran through dust, searching for soul
but it's left me with disgust, and out of control
the clock on the wall is the only truth in my life
the time is near when i say goodbye to this strife
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