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Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Old Habits Die Hard

if i could just have that being of innocence
if i could just get that feeling of happiness
then i could shed this layer of pretense
and continue living without penitence

I gathered up my dignity as I set foot to nowhere
just a place that promised to be better than here
i flew across the world to escape your seduction
only to realize i never really left your destruction

so for months you kept dormant
waiting for that deciding moment
when i fell victim to my internal demons
and went astray for all the wrong reasons

the world conspired and tragedy ensued
i gave in despite what i've been though
so now we're back to our painful games
of love and hate, lust and blame

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