Pushing through the scattered terrain
Desperately searching for golden rain
To masquerade my bloody tears
Gaining speed from my ever-growing fears
I rushed life with a reckless energy
Nobody warned me of the quandaries
Suddenly I’m alone on this icy path
Overtaken by my intensely youthful wrath
Forced to make sense of all the mayhem
I can’t handle the chaos, God Damn
It’s a harsh reality I must face
I sinned and my lover I disgraced
Speckled eyes deny me the whole truth
Wondrous occasions leave me confused
Happiness has become a rare luxury
Amidst the harsh pain and misery
The world has exploited my innocence
The dazzled affair was a mere pretense
I temporarily used to effectively suppress
Apprehension caused by my future prospects
With nothing to proclaim as my own success
I realize my dire mistake, I must confess
Now I’m approached with sheer apathy
From all the fans that claimed to adore me
Friday, April 10, 2009
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